SOMETIMES

sometimes when I said "I'm okay.." (which I am not) I want someone to look me in the eyes.. hold me tight.. and say.. "I know you are not..so tell me.."


p/s: No one does coz I'm good at lying when I said I'm fine..

MESSED UP

So this is all fucked up.. a total fucked up

this kind of sentiment

murdered the inside..

The inside should be paralyzed

At least until the perfect point..

So it’ve been awaken from its slumber..

sarcastically..

A sweet, gentle and undefined infinity..

Kept in the memory

The fucked up!

Then another bizarre have came out..

A total chaos, gentlemen..

The most of all!

Jealousy. Envious.

Can kill. Even destroy.

All because of the hatred leaking slowly..

Slow enough without being grasped n realized..

So this is the slowest form of suicide.

LOVE..

P/S : IDLYA

x_x

(28.04.10_1830_WED)

budak NGIGAU,,huh!

Ngigau..

Hohooo~ neyh rasie tawww..

Tamo btawu owg len.. sshhhhhh…..

Shiha kan,, dye kan,, salu ngigau mlm2..haha~

Kdg2 marah2 laa.. kdg2 men kira2 laa..

Ade maen ckp sowg2 laa..huhu..

Pada suatu hari yg hening..

Si shiha tdo tghari..konon penat sgt la tuh baru balek overnite

Then rum8 si shiha neyh pown nak turun makan..

(kisah ini diceriatakn semula oleh ain……….. (rum8 aku la tuh)

Ain neyh tny laa..

Ain: Shiha, kaw nak pape x?

aku: emm. pape la kaw nak..

Ain: ok.eh kaw nak air apa?

aku: emm pape la kaw nak asalkan tade caffeine..

huHh!! adeke ngigau cm uh?? MALU la neyhhh..

nak air tade caffeine??

aishhhh..malu xmalu sgt la ble ain cte balek..nguuuuuuu~

nape xckp je milo ais ke..teh ais ke.. memalukan tol..

DAAAANNNGGGG~!

Nota cik ngigau: btol ke klaw kite tgh ngigau.. if owg mintak ape pon.. kite akan bagi?? Klaw btol..huiihhh bahayee laaa..cyan shiha tuh..

(X_x)

aku mmg PENAKOT nak wt cane

gmbar cartoon scorpion je yg brani diletak..neyh cute cket kan..sbb yg btol punye xsanggup nak tgk.. scaryyy..huhu~!

Scorpion!! uuuuuhhh~

Tasuke tawww..dgr pon da takot kan?kan?

Sperti yg sesetengah owg tawu..aku sgt la GELI kat

Serangga or mnde yg ade kaki byk2..

Cnth paleng tasuke yelah LIPAN..ULAT GONGGOK..LIPAS tebang2 tuu..

RIANG-RIANG (kaler hijau..beso gilee)..KUMBANG n mcm2 r agi..

tatawu nape.. tp everytime nmpk mnde neyh aku rase cm

“zuuuupppppp” ade letrik jalan2 kat satu bdn..

Pas uh jd meremang2 n lemah…

huUuu~

this tym aku jupe scorpion..

tawu kat ne?? kat lam bilek kat uitm neyh..

waaaa~~ T_T

tym tuh lam kul 4.am..

sume2 housemate da tdo..

sgt la takot..sgt10000000000000x takot!!

Aku tgk je mnde uh gerak2 n landing kat satu sluar uh..

Aku Jd cam xleyh gerak. menggelabah sgt agknyee..

Then lari laju2 naek katil..

dok je diam2 ats katil uh..xberani nak g mane..

nak kluarkan dye tp takot nak dekat..

abesh da tatawu..tbe2 ternanges sowang2..

nak kejot housemate tp cyan nak kcau dowg tdo..

nanges punye nanges ( tah ape yg aku sedihkanpon aku tatawu)

ttbe2 aku tbangun. rupenye da subuh la derr...aku ttdo!

pas solat,,

twos aku tkejeut n teringat binatang tu..

aku cr r..tp XJUMPE! mak aihhh!

haaa..ape lg.. meggelabah r..dye kat ne???

“ntah2 ade lam loker,x pon beg, xpon baju len..”

Xke suspen cm uh.. suspen kan? Kan?

Ckp ngan housem8 laen.. dowg cm rilek je..

Da tu call ayah.

Pg2 da kacaw dye..nanges2 aje lg..(mmg aku ngade pon..wekk~)

Ayah pon satu,,adeke dye swoh owg spray

Sume baju pakai ridsect..tp tym sdeyh2 tu,,

Aku yee kan je laa..

Lame2 tym housem8 aku nak g klas..

tbe2 scorpion tuh keluar..

HAAAAAA~ mmg aku tnpa segan silu teros lari laju laju

Rum8 aku pon takot gak..dye ats katil gak..

(td dye cm berani taw..hihihi..skali dye pon takot....aku xpelaa..da mmg takot..so dimaafkan la..kn?? hoho!)

Pastuh kan sowg housem8 neyh name dye MIRA..owg ppgel dye kecik..

Tp kecik2 dye..hardcore tuh..hati kering gilee..

Dye g amek baldi,,

“PpccEEekkkkkkkkk”

mati twos binatang 2..hMmmmm~

Terer x dye?? Terer kan..haaa~

Nota cik penakot : si penakot shiha pon da selamat dr gangguan hidupan liar tersebut..

Yeayyy!!! (scorpian tuh kaler coklat..besar xbesar sgt laa.hehe.)